A Bad Month

So, July isn’t going so well. I know it’s still kinda early in the month, but I don’t see any way for things to get better any time soon.

I’m already super broke for the month, and some bills are going to be coming up really soon. I have also recently found that most everything I have is worth…well, basically nothing, so I don’t really have anything to sell.

I’m really not sure what to do right now besides pushing myself to actually do the whole streaming thing. I mean, I know it was a massive failure last time, but I can’t find any other option right now.

I guess it’s time to start testing out my equipment and see how it holds up and all that. It’s mostly the same from before, but there are a few changes that have been made. If nothing else, it will give me something to do for a few days.

Honestly, I don’t really expect much to come of this, but I have to at least try. I really don’t want to fall super far behind on my bills. I may not have a choice in that, but if I don’t try I know things won’t get better.


Seems About Right

Well, April is almost halfway through. I still haven’t heard from anyone besides my mom. I wasn’t really expecting to, but at least a text from one of the kids would have been nice. My one friend has been mostly silent for quite some time now, even before April. Kinda really sucks.

I’m just kinda moving on as I always do, which isn’t well. On the bright side, I’ve actually slept the past few nights, which is a start. Also, I got my YouTube account all set and ready for broadcasting if I feel the need. Not sure when I might start, maybe soon, maybe later.

I guess I don’t have a whole lot else right now. Just sad and lonely and felt like typing for a few minutes, I guess. Just the usual.