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Consider Me Unsurprised

So, I found out that I got lied to yet again. I’m not sure why this keeps happening. If you’re not going to do whatever, or don’t want to, just fucking say so. If you have no intention of doing what you offer, just keep your fucking mouth shut. This isn’t that hard, really.

But no, apparently it’s better to say you will and then just not? Honestly, I wasn’t really expecting anything, but still. If there’s one theme that’s followed me through my life it’s definitely broken promises. It seems like they’re everywhere, all the time, and the one who suffers for it is me, of course. I’m kinda tired of it.

In other news, I think I have narrowed down what I might stream first. I’m thinking maybe Fallout 4 or Minecraft, though that might be Bedrock instead of Java, which I don’t have much experience with. I also thought about getting a new Epic Games account and going with Dauntless, though I’m not super good at that. I may check out a couple other games and see if they would work. And I realized that probably all my games on GoG would probably be fine.

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Good And Bad News

So, I got a new med last week, and it was all sunshine at first. I think I mentioned that previously. But now, a week later, I think it’s already starting to be ineffective. I’ll probably have to call in yet again and have them up it. It won’t be long until I’m back in the same position again. I can’t wait.

I know I haven’t streamed yet, but I didn’t think about the fact that I would need a second account for some things. Well, I thought about it, but thought I could work around it for a few things. I was wrong. Blah. I know it’s not the worst thing in the world, but for a few things, I don’t have the money for that.

I do still have a few ideas though. Maybe I will get something running this week, even. We will see. They’re only ideas at the moment.

I’m trying not to let some things get to me like they have been recently, but I’m not having a ton of luck. Still pretty lonely, but I should be used to that by now. Also, my body, like all over, hasn’t felt great the past few days. I’m not sure what’s up with that. I don’t feel sick, just…like sore and off a little bit. It’s hard to explain but that’s close.

I think I’m going to go and test one of my ideas. Maybe I’ll get lucky for a change.